I believe that I have no predestination. I don't have a preordained purpose. What I make of my life is solely of my own doing; what goals I have are of my own conception and rationalized defense. Furthermore, when I end, I end. I am not a cynic, I am an existentialist. I understand mortality and accept it. To me there is no heaven, no hell; what judgement, if any, may come is of my own and only my own. The consequence of living is and always be forevermore death. It's inescapable, the one decision in life I have no control over, and to come to peace with it, I live my life to it's fullest that I feel it should be lived, therein I don't believe that any decision I make will ever be a waste of my life. I believe in a nonpersonal creator, and have faith in just that. Whatever happens to me in life is purely of chance and other variables such as location, attitude, and perception, and holds no accountability to anyone or anything other than myself. I hold to no preconcemptive beliefs such as predestination and that my life has any more meaning that what I determine for myself. As such I live solely for this and only this- My concepts of being true and authentic to myself and living life to what I believe is worth living to. I don't live for the concept of an afterlife, I live my life for the now and what I have the power to do here in the now.
My name is Kevin Dewey Holloman, and I will pursue what I feel is the most appropriate life for me.