aM i gOING mAD???
Is this a dream? I dunno...
I am soo tired right now, but everything seems so surreal
The horizon ahead of me, its just so bland....
I can't tell where the smog ends and the mountain begins
I am walking in  the flats with a city built upon it
Everything is a mirage
Can you actually feel soo tired when your sleeping?
I am convinced this is a dream
No one talks, no one answers
People are statues in this museum that is here.
My phone, internet and communications
All are frozen...silent......empty
Unless.......
She comes in to my store.
No, not her, I want her to come in, the other one
The past one
She comes in, and my heart stands still
Anger, sadness.
Why can't she whom I want come in and she whom I don't stay away
Why is it always the other way around
I can't stand it
My psyche is against menow
Everything is against me now
This place is chewing me up and spitting me out
This city, its late
The tobacco is all gone, nicotine all used up
It's a filter being smoked and burnt
Not even vapors left in my glass
Nothing is left, but this salty old lake.